Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Friday, August 11, 2017

Boundaries

London holds you in its heart,
It doesn't let you escape,
If you have ever tried to leave by your own means,
Be it by foot or by pedal,
You realise this trait.

As you try to break free into wider vistas,
Long labouring hills confront you,
Travel flat, along the river
And you are confronted by the blue,
Of the sea,
Or head westerly,
To confront the prevailing wind,
Trying it's hardest to dissuade
Even the most bold,
Of London's 8 million souls.

Some might be fooled into thinking,
That the city wants us to leave,
House prices higher than those hills,
That confront us on the boundaries,
Pushing us out of our comfort zones 1&2,
Into areas so devoid of character,
That people like the wind whistle through.

Those who claim to have escaped,
Show off their space,
And their gardens with pride,
Yet normalise
A thirty five minute walk to the nearest tube station.
Like that is a sensible trade off,
For everything on offer
Things that keep us,
Nuzzled warmly in the belly of the beast,
To our lives so vibrant,
In North, South and East.

But if I did make it out to pastures greener,
Where the views are wider,
The air is cleaner,
Into a land of open spaces,
Where the only race is,
White Caucasian with the odd Asian,
Restaurant,
Is that the life I want to lead?
Or instead would I rather accept defeat?
Stuck in this cradle of life,
Maybe not of humanity itself,
But of life,
As I know it.

Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Void Fillers


Inside doesn't quite cut it,
There's no stimulation to be found,
Tired limbs bring good memories,
But memories fade and blur,
Colour, light, noise, music, drugs,
Ingredients for a good time,
I need fun.

Restlessness is settling in,
The need 'to do' is constantly there.
Places, activities feel far away,
The past is of course unreachable,
The future uncertain,
I want to be around people,
I need company.

The touch of skin on skin,
Lips together, eyes closed,
Comfortable, beautiful silences,
Fingers entwined,
The sun breaking through,
Noises outside distant and muted,
I need love.

Wednesday, April 25, 2012

RIP

It was a year today that you were taken from me,
On that warm april night,
We were riding on a wave of freedom,
Our happiness shining bright,
Then that man came out the darkness,
With a face of anger and frowns,
He rammed us with his taxi,
But only you stayed down.

As i got up bruised and bloody,
You were motionless lying there mangled,
Passers by unsure how to help,
Your frame at awkward angles,
The ambulance came to no avail,
Your chances of survival minute,
The taxi driver drove me home,
Your corpse was in the boot.

My bella itilana I've left you now,
For a streamlined french madmoiselle,
I picture you in free-wheeled heaven,
While that Skoda rots in hell,
A greater companion I never did have,
Two days were never alike,
You'll live on in my memory and the parts I salvaged,
My beautiful racing bike.


Sunday, September 4, 2011

Daily Mail

I am the problem with this country,
Young and unemployed,
Half-heartedly looking for work,
Doll money spent on drugs and booze.

I am the problem with this country,
Mixed-race son of an immigrant,
Sleeping with the white women,
Besmirching our English roses.

I am the problem with this country,
Proud, adorned with my knee strap,
Pending benefactor of a claim,
Fuelling the vile compensation culture.

I am the problem with this country,
Another youth from the middle class dystopia,
Open-minded and forward-thinking,
Desperate to avoid being run-of-the-mill.